Friday, March 31, 2006

2s29 again... =)

have always been grateful that i was posted to this class...
initially i was kinda resistance towards the idea of making new friends...
[anyways... lazy to make cuz....
got you guys already mah - why would i need more neh? =))]
cuz heard a lot of people's different stories of whatever backstabbing and everything...
perhaps i was lucky that...
all those stories didnt happen on me again...
if not, i think might still be as weak as the other time...
[even though, its like what Han said "its all those stupid stuffs people do when they were young and childish back then"]
maybe.. they were childish ba...


managed to make new friends...
can't forget how i met Siang...
it was on the very first day - when we have been posted to classes...
doing DISC profiling thingy...
then we were sitting next to each other in the LT5...
so we started to talk to each other lo...


Esther only joined Me & Siang...
or should i say....
Me & Siang only joined their group like a few months later...
haha...
before that...
erm.. the both of us always hop around to have lunch with different groups of people...
Cheryl, Inge, Adeline's group...
Li Zhen, Wan Shin, Mercy's group...
Esther, Wan Qian, Suen Hui, Mandy, Isabella's group....
Lydia, Lysias, Corlis, Rekha's group...
haha...
we're so cool lah...
go around socialising...
haha...


remembered - our class won 3rd prize for Team Excellence Camp
whahaha...
so proud of it...
=))


love the SRJCians' Day amazing race...
though we didnt win...
plus Me & Siang didnt really participate until the ending part..
[hey we got reason de okay? - cuz we were trying to buy birthday cake discreetly...]
but i did witness the efforts that everyone put in...
specially the guys...
they didnt mind running here n there...
sweat a lot lo...
but still we got our chocolates, and candies on that very same day...


love my Leap Camp group 08...
[majority of my class was in this group]
cuz nobody complained about the rain or anything...
we were like "One For All, All For One"
chiong-ed under the rain...
plus the class-spirit for teasing Adrian...
haha...


still can remember when my current maths teacher came into our class for the first time...
he was like..
"Wow, all the boys in your class, all good looking arh.."
haha...
okay lah...


but recently some classmates are facing a hard time in class...
i really hope that everything will be fine soon...
cuz its kinda sad to see them turn out to be like that...
a lot of us are very concern about this matter actually..
wonder if there's anything i can do...


today...
our extended maths lessons was supposed to be at IT-RM3
but there's this J1 class which clashes with our venue lo...
nevermind...
my maths teacher went to get another room...
guess what?
MUSIC ROOM...
dots right?
plus our music room got no tables, only got chairs de...
and its not even those lecture chairs lo...
cuz its band's CCA room i think...
its as if we're having interactive session...


went into the room...
Li Zhen n Wan Shin was already playing the instruments...
and guess wat...
we are allowed to sit anywhere we like...
haha...
its "free seating"
before the start of the lesson...
Wan Qian n Suen Hui played us a piece of song...
then proceed on with our maths lesson...
i really think its so COOL lah...
haha...
was feeling super happy throughout the maths lesson...
haha...
i think my class is so CUTE~~
[pinch pinch all the cheeks]
>_<
then when lesson ended...
we stayed in the room for awhile...
and played with all the instruments that were placed there...
haha...
having fun lo..


i guess for every thursday's extended maths lesson...
we'll be having it at the music room le ba...
thats what my teacher say leh...


=P


muackyz to my class...
its because of every single one of you...
that makes this class so special...

Thursday, March 30, 2006

2s29

my class size is offically shrunk from 22 t0 21...
since erm.. yesterday...


he withdraw from school le...
i thought why his mum came on monday...
but i guess its because of this...


felt kinda sad still...
though wasn't that close to him...
but i really don't think that anyone of us hated him...
i mean why would someone hate him?
but maybe cuz of his attitude towards studies ba?...


just feel kinda regret didn't know him better...
only talked to him like... a few times..
i guess its cuz none of us took the initiative to make the first move...
really should have talked to him more...
and perhaps.. understand him..


"in life...
there's always times when things don't go your way...
just gotta learn to let it go...
and move on.."
that's what Adrian told our class...


somehow...
i really feel sad for him...
perhaps...
he might be feeling very helpless now or something...
or at least.. i might be...
if i were the one...


Don't Live Your Life With Regrets.
cuz you only live once...
so just...
do what you wanna do...
say what you wanna say...
before its too late...
don't wait till the very last moment then you start to realize that you should done something else long time ago...


for now...
all i can do is...
just simply wishes him all the best...

Sunday, March 26, 2006

CHE-ese

Van, you got L.G.V.E
I also have lo...
I have CHE-ese...

Chun-yan Hwee-siang Esther - e s e

haha...
its our GP group thats formed earlier this year..

anyways my name is in front cuz me the group leader mah...
but Siang n Esther always don't acknowledge me as their leader de lo...
cuz i'm too WOLS le...

puty.chun.van.jo - 24th Mar 06

met up with Puty, Van and Jo yesterday...
=))


Me n Puty took bus 81 initially de...
but there was something that doesnt smell nice at the front seats on the bus....
so decided go to the back seats area...
but might as well alight at the next bus stop and take bus 72...
cuz heard that its faster...
and WOW! it only took us around 20-25 mins to get to Tampines...
thats amazing...
as compared to bus 81 lo...


went to Tampines Mall...
then saw Jocelyn working there...
talked to her for awhile...
cuz she is working at the counter mah...
then when there's customer, i walk away...
when there's no customer, i walk back...
so i was like...
walking here walking there throughout our conversation...


real cool meeting her again...
forgot when was our last meeting le...
but nevertheless, there's just no awkward-ness between us when silence falls in...
there's simply so many things that we can talk about...
muackyz to Jos...
P.S: I LOVE YOU...
haha...
=))
[haha... puty, like wat we said yeah...]


then went around walking with Puty to find birthday present for her friend...
she was looking for a shoe bag n a pencil case...
met Wendy (Loh) n Patricia n their friend...
Wendy is very cheery lah...
talked for awhile...
then continue with our mission...


Van joined us after eating finish her Yoshinoya meal..
went to buy the confirmed-shoe bag...


went Popular too...
then saw Joyce...
as in Joyce the twin sister of Jocelyn...
haha...
she still looked the same...
luckily she still remember my name...
haha...


went to Level 4...
then soon after...
met L.G.E plus some of Van's classmate...
all look pretty de...


then did some window shopping...


but since Van watching Dorm at 4.20pm..
then we went to buy our BubbleTea first...
needless to say lah...
mine Confirmed was Peppermint Milk Tea de...
then Puty's was Strawberry Milk Tea lah...


i was so blur n clumsy...
that i didnt even know how did the milk tea spill on my uniform...
pai seh lah...
phew... its Friday...
phew... the milk tea n uniform are BROWN colour...
haha...


sent Van up to watch her movies...
then went to the Pasar Malam to look around while waiting for Jo...
You Know What...
he was so F-R-E-E... that he Watched his friends do Econs project in the library lah...
when we thought he was the one doing his project...
Jo, you should have treated us a good meal for waiting for you lo...


then Jo joined us at the Pasar Malam...
Me n Puty bought this pair of ear studs...
so CUTE...
with Adidas printed on it...
haha...
mine was black...
puty's was white...
[VAN~, the next time we'll buy the Pooh(Van), Piglet(Puty), Eyeore(Me), Tigger(Leen) okay? at the shop beside Mini-Bits]
haha...
and credits to Jo n Puty for waiting for me to make decisions....
haha...
sorry lah...


went in to TM mac cuz it was so hot at the Pasar Malam...
decided to get some air-con...
sat there for quite sometime...
but didnt get anything to drink or eat...
so each of us super stingy...
haha...
took out our 5cents n 10cents...
in total we have 1.60 dollars...
but took 1 dollar to buy a small coke...


I went with Jo to buy the small coke...
cuz wanna see the cashier's reaction...
chey... he looked so calm leh...
not fun de...


dont say our small drink looked so funny with 3 straws poking out of the plastic cover...
Jo took out his silver maker and wrote JTC...
[its NOT Joseph Tay's Company okay?]
its Jo, Tuty, Chun...
dont say sound like a company lah...
opps...


then Puty took 2 photos of our small coke...
with me n Jo's fingers pointing at our names...
1st photo...
Jo's finger looked so fat as compared to mine...
haha...
then he say "aye, delete leh.. not nice one... take again.."
2nd photo...
Jo used his little finger this time round...
the photo looked a lot nicer...
haha...


Van joined us after she finished watching her Dorm...
wanted Van to buy this pair of ear studs but sold out le...
sianz...
nevermind de, we'll get something nicer next time round de k...


then went to the bus interchange...
took buses home lo...


Nope...
the story hasn't end yet...
not for Jo n My part....


we alighted at the bus stop opposite my house...
then crossed the road...
while crossing the road.. i saw this JC guy then asked Jo if he is from his school...
but i think he also dunno lo...


then guess what...
the group of three whom i was talking about while crossing the road...
was MR WEE n this guy who went to Riau with you guys (Jun something?) plus an unknown guy....


talked for awhile...
throughout our conversation...
i guess most of the time we were laughing...
or laughing at me...
but shall not post about it...
if you wanna know i can tell you lah...
haha....
right Jo>?
the part where he forgot my name - very Yan Zhong
right...
lame leh...


then Jo lah... when his bus 60 came...
he left lah...
then i was like "huh... you leaving arh... oh... erm then i leave too okay?..."
opps...
Mr Wee asked for our number but he forgot my name mah...
then went i walked home he also didnt ask...
haha...


only awhile later i received this message...
"hello, chun yan... i remembered!"


=))

Friday, March 24, 2006

sands of mission...

kinda looking forward to the 8th of August...

guess what?
our school is gonna participate in making Singapore's longest sand castle...
if i'm not wrong, we'll be trained on how to make one...
hey people....
jealous not?
haha...

its sort of a charity thingy for the Tan Tock Seng Hospital de...

before that...
we still have to run for 5km....
cuz having a Road Race on the same day...

anyways....
hopefully all of us will have great fun on that day...
=))

for Van... your Ben...

van....
tell ya something funny about the guy that you thought was cute okay?
remember that guy you saw when you came to our school...
remember not?
haha...
the Ben guy...


its happened during yesterday's GP lecture lah...
this indian teacher was lecturing...
then got one guy SLEEPING..
haha...

but that teacher was like "You stand up!"
then i think that that point of time...
Ben was talking to his friends...
so he thought she was refering to him...
[anyway she was looking at that direction mah...]

then the guy never stand up...
she say "You, the guy who's shaking your leg."
then Ben stood up...
she say again " Not you. The guy who was sleeping."
Ben said "But i was also shaking my legs mah..."
[the whole lecture hall laughed... haha...]

then he sat down...
she said "The guy in yellow"
[cuz its wednesday - half-u day, that sleeping guy was wearing the Arts Rivalry Tee]
then that guy in yellow stood up (he was sitting 1 row behind Ben)...

she said "Sorry for interrupting. You may continue shaking your legs."
[refering to Ben...]


haha...
i thought it was kinda funny...
joke of the day...
=))

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

campus superstar

yup...
damn sad lah...
Adriano got out last night...

when i saw Zhi Yang got in first...
i was like "die already... cuz Renfred always got a lot of supporters de... if not lots of money then..."
already think that Adriano got a very slim chance le...

Adriano's farewell video
http://youtube.com/watch?v=3uJjowGDRL4

my gosh...
his performance was good lah...
so not fair de lol...
ying de bu guang cai...

haiz...
nevermind...
Adriano is still gonna be my campus superstar...
and this applies to Leen too... =))

Monday, March 20, 2006

18 march 2006 - ang's day

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ANG!!
did you keep THAT paper i WROTE for you?
bet ya didnt lo...


met Van n Puty at small mac...
then saw Fred and Jo at the ATM there...
turned out Ah Gong was late...
and he didnt even choose the present or book the cake beforehand...
what is this, man?
haha...
me, Jo n Puty went to buy the cake...
Van n Fred went to buy the present...


but they dont write name on the cake...
so since Jo brought pen n paper...
we'll make use of it...
i took 1 mac straw...
and did the writing k at Long John Silver...
haha...


went to Popular first then went inside Seoul Garden...


didnt really wanna eat at Seoul Garden [cuz i know its so not worth it for me de...]
then wanna share the price with other people but confirm cannot de lo...
stil went ahead...
broke le lah...


ate A LOT of food again...
shucks man... i'm growing fatter lo...
have been eating lots of food this whole week...
haha...


FINALLY ATE MY PEPPERMINT ICE-CREAM...
yum yum...
=))


walked to Sun Plaza Park...
so that we can digest our food along the way before eating the cake...
talked a lot of nonsense along the way too...
guess this guess that de...
super lame...
thankz for "SUPPORTING" my lame joke k...
the superman become batman de...
all of you de reaction so synchronised de...
"hahahaha"
-__________-"


plus the "JAY CHOU" thingy...
was it really that scary?

super warm at the park...
haha...
then Hao Ge was telling us the whatever flower thingy...
gross..
haha...
i dont have it k...
took lots of photos there...
and had a lot of fun...
Jo... you're dead man...
my nose...
huh..!...


anyways...
real cool hanging out with you guys...
muackyz...
and Puay Ling you came...
hugz hugz...
thankz Ah Gong for carrying my bag...
haha...
and Leen arh...
got anything muz say k?
and Han...
how come you're at Pulau Ubin arh?

wed - teddy's house

enjoyed myself at teddy's house this wednesday..
[last wednesday lah --- but i prefer THIS]
just too bad couldnt stay over...
cuz mama say "JIA LI DE CHUANG BI JIAO HAO SHUI"
[erm... it meant sleeping on your own bed is better... something like that lah]
haha...


okay...
still cant find my way to Teddy's house...
had to trouble Han to bring me in...
luckily he came...
if he didnt... i think i'll end up at another side of the world... =X


watched American Idol...
[izzit that nice?]
huh?>
haha... okay lah...
erm... after that ate abit of the noodles n rice...


i JUST dont like this part...
the H~O~R~R~O~R movie....
freaked me out...
though i didnt see any scary part but hearing the music makes me #_# ...
used the cushion to cover my eyes...
really cant take it anymore that i've decided to watch Channel 8 with Tesslyn n Teddy's Grandma n Maid...
after that Jo joined us...


okay... i really dont know what was i doing lah...
there's this part of the show where the actors were talking...
i was staring blankly at the screen...
but snapped back at the part when the actors about to end their conversation...
i was like "why arh? why like this... blah "
Jo n Tesslyn looked at me...
"Ni Mei You Zai Kan De arh?"
"Wah Lau, Ni Zhen Me Kan Xi De?"
sorry lah...
i also dont know lah...
+_+


after that quickly switched the channel to Channel U...
cuz got Jewel In The Palace [Da ChangJin]...
the three of us like stick to the tv lo...
haha... really wanna watch the show...
and Tesslyn can only watch it during the holidays...


Teddy's mum came home with LOTS OF FOOD....
yum yum...
ate a bit of this and that..
and walked in and out ofthe room to watch Da ChangJin...


but went home around 11 plus...
after watching a bit of the American's Next Top Model...


waited for like 15mins?
then Han's bus came first...
[LEFT ME ALONE... =(( ]
haha...
shortly after that my bus came...


seriously... i was like trying HARD to DISTRACT myself from being affected by the horror movie...
when i was taking the lift...
damn freakly lah...
then went home, mum was already sleeping...
nobody else is at home le... except me...
quickly turned on the TV...
[make some noise mah...]
phew...
then ran into my bedroom and took my pillow and blanket...
then ran into the master bedroom and slept on the mattress...


when mummy woke up, and i told her what we did the night before...
she was like "no wonder, you slept with me last night lah..."
>_<

shh!!...

haha...
can we watch comedy the next time round...?

sakae sushi

oh my gosh...
puty...
i tell you...
better not be late for chemistry lectures...
cuz i had a bad experience...


went in late for like 20mins?...
then got stopped by this female teacher standing near the turning point to the stairs...
[she lectures thermo chem]
=0
yup...
then she ask "whats you're reason for being late?"
i say "erm... erm... erm..."
i say "erm... i don't have any good reason?"
she say "the next time you're late, you'll have to stand on the stage in front of the whole lecture hall."
i say "okay."
[then she paused for quite sometime then let me in, got a feeling that my answer shocked her maybe...]


when i told Siang about it...
she was laughing at me for saying "i dont think i have any good reason." [YES, I SAID THAT]
cuz she most prob will say that "i missed my bus."
okay lah...
and oh... she was late that day too late...
but she went through the back door....
so nothing happened to her...
-_____-"
i know where to go the next time...


after that went to eat roti prata with Esther n Siang...


then went to the library to discuss about GP...
cuz having GP session with Adrian at 12.30pm....
he was in the library with other groups....
then joined us after he finished the session with them...
before that the three of us was like talking about the stuffs that erm.. small kids cannot hear lah...
haha...
shall not mention too much...
anyways, i thought the GP session was quite useful though...
yup... have a better understanding of essay questions...


went to Junction 8 after the GP session...
cuz promised to go to Sakae Sushi ever since.... last week...
we told Adrian that we were going...
then he say that he might join us if he can...
[actually we were thinking he confirm wont come de... haha]
turn out he messaged and say that he wanna join us...
so okay lol...


did some window shopping at the mall...
then went to eat at Sakae Sushi first while waiting for him...
saw Cheryl n Siew Ying i think...
cuz he sent them there cuz its easier to take a train to town...
talked a lot of nonsense while eating...
lots of lame jokes and riddles...
haha...


all of us ate till we drop lo...
arh... i'm so gonna gain weight...
haha...

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

NUS + City Link + Pasir Ris

went to NUS open house in the morning....
i think that the school is not bad LAH~~
but if i can go in, then will be BETTER...
haha...


but there's some facilities which seem so KUKU MALU de....
the squash courts looked like PIG FARM de...
then dark dark de....
isolated at one corner de...


did saw a few handsome guys...
but dont leave an impact in my MEMORY CARD...


went to the FOOD BAZAAR...
and bought my favouritiy --- Muah Chi (sticky rice cake)
yummy...
Van bought 2 packets of the Ting Ting Tang (erm... a kinda sweet)
but only found out later that the sweet is NUA NUA de....
not nice de lo...
Teddy bought Sugar Cane drink... and what else arh?
Fred bought the Part 2 thingy.... forgot what is the name called...


saw a few SRJCIANS at the open house...


after that Jo's nicey brother went off to the school library and study...
the rest of us took a bus back to Dover MRT station...
then took a train to supposedly City Hall...
but Me n Van think its gonna be crowded there....
anyways... Han messaged n say that we can go his house...
and since he cant step out of his house...
then we'll go there and meet him lo...
blah blah blah....
still went ahead and alight at City Hall...
ate at the Food Junction at Raffles City...
then met Ah Gong n Ang there...
Ang like don't change his clothes de...
always wear the same shirt...


After that we parted at the City Link Mall...
but Me, Van n Jo went to find present for Wei De...
Van bought an Adidas Cap for him....
since he might be able to use it soon after he go NS...


went to the City Hall MRT station..
this Vietnamese guy approached us...
he asked us how to go to SMU...
then Van told him... that he have to alight at Bugis there...
he seemed lost...
so we asked him to come with us since we'll be taking Green Line too...
all of us pai seh to talk to him...
but we were thinking that is he going to the open house...
but Van say that SMU's open house ended the day before....
so I FINALLY talked to him...
then he say that he's visiting his sister...
if i'm not wrong he say that he's from NUS...
cuz he pointed at the NUS bag that we were holding...
then the train came...
reached Bugis... then we asked him to ask other people at Bugis area on how to get to SMU...


saw this TPJCian on the train that Van didnt like....
luckily i'm not studying in TPJC...
haha...
Jo is sooo dead man...
if he see that girl in school...
haha...
Van was so cute lah....
say until so loud...
"DISGUSTING LAH... YEEE---.... ER XIN..."
i think that girl knows that she's the one that Van was refering to...


finally when the train is empty...
is when we're at Tamp...
but it just one stop away from Pasir Ris...
lazy to sit down le...


couldnt get Han on thr phone...
cuz he's sleeping...
dots right...
he ask us to go his house...
and he's sleeping...


both of them tried calling Han but the sister picked up and ask us to call later...
then they ask me to try calling...
called his house number...
his sister picked up...
"Hello. Is Zuo Han in?"
"He's sleeping. Can you call back later?"
"Erm.... Cuz I have something urgent to ask him..."
"Okay. Wait a minute."
"h~e~l~l~o" [han sound half dead]

finally got him...
oh YUAN LAI... got something urgent to ask him --- is to go his house and play poker lah...
haha..

then went his house..
along the way...
Jo told us lame jokes....
haha...


Don't say we got lost in Singapore lah...
pai seh sia...
have to wait for Han to bring us back...
haha...


played poker at his house...
listened to Adriano singing Jia Gei Wo...
haha...
learned that one of the contestants from MSU 2006 is Han's brother's girlfriend...
haha...
Don't say i thought that she already competed lah...
as in i thought she was a contestant from the previous years...
pai seh sia...


Went to Wei De's chalet at Downtown East...
walked there..
i think i'm a LITTLE too high at night...
hop here hop there de...
oei.. you guys enthu a bit leh...
please.. next time lets hop together k???
haha...
next time i make sure you guys hop with me...


Van said that she very long time never play pool le...
then i was like "you got bring extra clothes meh?"
all the three of them...
DOTS...
- ________________-

sorry lah... i thought the pool = swimming pool...
haiz ya...


saw Wei De.. thought he wouldnt recognise me...
but Van say he did...
haha...
still kinda pai seh de lah...
cuz never talked to him face to face before...
only chat online... and it was like a FEW years back le...


he offered us lots of food...
ate them...
Ruth and this guy... [don't know his name] joined us...


haha.. Jo...
teased him and this campus superstar girl...
if you know who else can she be?
the one he can see in school everyday..
okay lah okay lah...
she can sing...
haha... happy?


really had lots of fun being with you guys...
Don't say we laughed A LOT LOT lah...
haha...
mauckyz...
=))



didnt know Dentistry needed Bio & Chem....
how am i supposed to tell Siang?
she seem quite interested in it....
scared that later she blame herself for choosing the wrong course in the first place again...
she chose Econs, Chem, Maths combi....
cuz she thought that she might wanna go into Business course in Uni...
but now she dont want le...
haiz...
sianz....
how should tell her?
@_@

Saturday, March 11, 2006

10th march 2006

kelly poon~
i'm not crazy over her lah...
but her singing is not bad lah...
just went for the concert cuz... never went to any concert before...
haha...
Bernice was so crazy over the dancer...
and she wanted to get the poster de...
but failed to...
cuz she thought answer questions then can get poster that kind...
turned out --- you have to go up stage and dance lah...
opps....
MR. HO rules....
haha...
next time, me & Siang can tease him back already...


real cool that Van Van came to our school...
i really think it was fun having you around...
and Leen arh... you better feel guilty...

haha...

b-e-o-ing handsome & cute guys....

haha...

dont say you shouted for my friend's name...
and we turned away lah...

dont say your er-hmm look more handsome from far lah...

dont say my CT called for me while driving his car...
and i didnt hear it but both of you did lah....

dont say that you were wearing my skirt lah...

dont say that you think that our school is nice & cosy lah...

haha...


was kinda surprised that the JC1s were SOOOOO enthu....
thats good....
=)
at least they enjoyed themselves...























was i really wrong?
am i really being selfish?
am i at fault?
i thought that was the best thing to do...
besides that, i've seriously gotten over him already lah....
(now muz workhard to fight with Van Van for Jo.... Van, you must not play cheat arh... haha... JUST KIDDING k.... =))
[awaiting for my er-hmm guy...haha... yeah --- just like what i told you guys okay?]
can anybody understand me?

Sunday, March 05, 2006

adriano... =)

yeah...
van van
found these videos...
adriano's past few singing videos lah...
cant find your Zhuo Rong de videos leh...
haha...
whats most important is...
they have the JIA GEI Wo song...
AHHHH....
[screaming]
I do... I do...
haha...
[desperately nodding head]


Ai Ni Jiu Deng Yu Ai Zi Ji (Loving You Equals Loving Myself)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=A4UJiqmupC8


Ling Chen San Dian Zhong (3 A.M.)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=wiRPv7APmuw


Jia Gei Wo (Marry Me)
this is a MUST-SEE video...
yeah... simply love his voice...
plus.... he's sooo cute....
how can you not resist him lah...
haha...
http://youtube.com/watch?v=eQE9DbJC6Qo


van van... go see arh...
haha...


=P

Thursday, March 02, 2006

chinese a level

it's really a great DISAPPOINTMENT lah...
i really dont know what to say le...
not even in the mood to play tennis...
so me n Siang skipped out training...
no mood to do anything at all...

not going to retake...
anyway... the teachers wont even encourage de lo...
why wouldnt they just give me an A2?...
i'm not asking for a lot lo...
just an A2 leh..

ITS NOT LIKE i'm not good at chinese and i'm aiming for an unreachable goal lo...
what makes it WORSE...
is when you found out that someone who usually do worse than you got an A2...
i swear that this feeling SUCKS..
argh...
did they mark the papers correctly?
i really cant believe i'm getting this grade lah...
what went wrong lo...
my oral got distinction...
so whats wrong with my papers?
i dont think i have much different answers from others who got A1 lo...

a B3 is really not a good pass for me...
wanted this A2 sooo badly...
really cannot take it...

really feel like CRYING lah..
argh...
its the only subject that i have the MOST confidence in...
placed ALL my HOPES on getting an A...




don't think i'm strong enough to take this BLOW at this moment...