人与人之间。
微妙的联系。

呵呵。

原来，
不能自己一个人的。
总是，
会有需要依赖别人的时候。
还是，
会希望被重视。

不喜欢一个人吃饭，
看在别人眼里，
也怪怪的。

所以，
假假的，
也要装熟，
装作我很有人气，
有人缘，
根你一起吃饭。

我不是透明的，好不好。
问一下，会死啊？
应该这么说。

帮朋友宣泄他心中不满。
就多一个星期嘛，
自由咯。

went double o to people watch last night.
lol.

not exactly la.
but cuz jul really want to let loose.
then shikin also go la...
after the many attempts, and 1 hour of persuasion....
i gave in anyway....

took bus 36A to city... then took a cab...

ya...

my first time...
shy***

felt so out of place can...
my second time feeling out of place...
first time was when i went to ZoukOut last dec.

anyways....
i enjoyed myself...
girls time...
didnt get drunk la...duh~~~
i swear i was people watching through...
and many qns that went on in my brain....
like what kind of people come here...
why they come here?
etc etc...

but most importantly...
wish us luck k....
fingers crossed....
hahahahahaha............
please please please.... for today...
*














anyway..
i felt so cheated. about the AP not coming down and helped me the other day..
and confronted them...
so apparently..
they should have even shifted their fat ar*e to my bar, when i felt scared.
wat the f***

i wished i can lodge a complain.

i've never felt so humiliated in my life,
i'll never ever call the A...P... again....
unless its cuz i wanna complain about the incident...


other than f***
i dunno what can i say.


wat?
they are paid by citizen's income tax lo.
freaks.
they cant even move their freaking ass over to help a fellow citizen izzit?
wat the freak.


b*st8rds.




i was freaking alone in the bar from 3pm-8pm.
its okay. cuz there's lack of staff.
i was freaking alone handling the drunken case.
its okay. "cuz there's lack of staff, & my manager could just tell me to go info counter, when i later found out that he was busy smoking with another manager."
i was freaking alone running out of the bar, to the info counter, reluctantly abandon my bar.
its okay. "cuz the freaking AP refuse to come and help, cuz he didnt break any law."
i was freaking alone running back to the bar, harassed by him, and found out that he went inside the bar counter and already grap a double rock glass putting some ice, .... but stopped in time by other kind customers.
its okay. "cuz the freaking manager and AP refuse to come."
i was freaking calling the AP while standing inside my bar, when i finally got hold of their number.
that was when everything was f*** up.
he questioned me...tons of stupid questions lo...repetitively..
did you SEE him holding the liquer?
i wanted to tell him:
"which f***ing ear you didnt hear properly, i was at the info counter when he came into the bar counter, how do i f***ing see him do anything? but i f***ing have eye-witness can. you wanna talk to my customer a not? you dun want to help, fine! Ar*eh0le"

i just hanged up the phone.

i couldnt take it anymore, but just cried quietly.
and quickly put on a smile to serve the customers.

law by law izzit?
you must be singaporean lo.
freaking bureaucracy.
stootpid system.
freaking management.
stootpid people.


my only place to release the disappointment, & unhappiness was finding Shikin & Jul, where they were stationed at other terminal.
it hurts to see jul feeling so angry.
i wasnt planning to let any management know bout what exactly happened, other than my girls.
but Jul want all the managers to know. if they dun do anything, they're gonna get it from her.

anyway.
i just dun want anything like that to ever happen again, man.
i now despise A...P... a LOT. @_@

i heart TRANSFORMERS...... =D

weeee~~~~
did i mentioned i had stayed overnight at the airport...
hahah...

me, jul, hana, shikin.
eh...
when ah?
last sunday...
yeah...
then we talked from after work like 11pm till morning 6am...
didnt want to take cab cuz BELLY EXPENSIVE....

had popeyes, mac...
ya...
had girls talk about boys, work, nationality (we're the only 4 singaporean girls working there... LOL...), etc etc
its so damn cool lo...
i'm loving the 4 of us...
hahaha.

then today a customer treat me and jul to drinks...
i had a jagarboom & tequila shot...
jul had a jagarboom & 3 tequila shots...
lOl...
haha...

cheers.
to everyone.
=)
its the happiest period of time working here since last year.

家

缘分。
不容易。
可能需要等。
可能等不到。

可以让你有回家的感觉的人。
跟缘分一样吧。
一样难找。
但除了家人以外，
原来还是有的。

所以有点想哭。
因为心里有种感动。

因为回家的感觉，
就是能够面对最真实的自己。
烦恼，痛苦，伤心，难过。。。。
想哭就哭。
感动，开心，快乐，高兴。。。
想笑就笑。

=）

期待有个人在你到家时，微笑着跟你说，"Okaeri。" (おかえり)

我会怀着感激的心情，拥抱我爱的人说,"Tadaima。" (ただいま)

ok.
i didnt have a good sleep.
duh.

stupid.
haha...

okay.
once in awhile do crazy things is good de...
not exactly crazy la...

anyways.
drank a LOT of alcohol after work yesterday.
and drink VERY FAST lo.
double rock glass jack daniels & coke.
half rock glass baileys.
one shot jagerbomb.
one shot harbour lights. (the stupid bacardi 151 - 75.5% alcohol >> flamingly hot)
a few sip of (not nice) long island ice tea.

then me n jul very boliao de talk to each other on facebook using the free internet access corner.
dunno y.

ok la.
we werent exactly drunk, just high...
ha..
but cuz we;re not drinking with our friends, so cannot do very crazy things, or get too drunk lo...
but good that its free drinks...
lol.

but omg.
i reached home around 3am, accidentally bump my head into the table (now got blue black), bathe, sleep till....
630am...
then wake up and vomit....
cannot tahan liao...
ewwww...
the funny thing is...
i vomit quite a lot till the point where i felt the bacardi 151 gas rush up from my stomach into my nose.
its so flamingly hot that i stopped vomiting.
lol.
hana think its funny.

ok.
enough said.

i dun want to try it again, i mean the bacardi 151.
T_T