yesterday went to airport to fetch my bro.. back from london
disaster...
erh...
its only me... and him...
dots...
dont ask me where pa and ma...
argh...

anyway...
will stop working at Double O on 2nd Jan 2010. :)
haha..
they will move away anyway..
haven found a place yet...
2nd Jan will be da last day Double O n O Bar is located at Robertson Walk...

ARGH...
exams coming...
still got Research Proposal to do...
FYP in 1 MORE SEM'S TIME....
T_T

either a Man or a Woman

damn. compulsory heterosexuality.
who told you guy muz like girl. girl muz like guy...
argh..
i could feel how confined we are living in a hetero-normative society..
when i was trying to buy baby clothes yesterday...
its jumpers are either pink or blue.
wat the....
i didnt want to ask about the baby's gender...
but i was forced to...
if not how i buy...
argh...
we're assigned to be in certain gender categories from da day we're born....
and expected to grow up fulfilling the characteristics of that gender....
lie being masculine or feminine...
i felt bit guilty at the thought of buying girly clothes for the yet-to-be-born baby girl.
but the baby clothes are damn cute....i was enjoying myself buying them...
haha...


pardon me..
cuz just finished a 2000 words essay on Judith Butler's gender performativity...
few days ago...
way to go, Butler...

and oh.. i'm very into Kumar these days...
he's so pretty when he's in drag....
lol...

99balloons

beautiful child.
beautiful parents.
beautiful love.


www.ninetynineballoons.com

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th6Njr-qkq0&feature=PlayList&p=24037F09F724000A&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=8


i cried real hard.....

i'm living the best of my double life world...
ok..
women live a double life world...
and i totally agree with the theory.
haha...
we go for girls for emotional support.
we go for guys for physical needs. (my prof calls it the 'erotic' side)
so ya...

i'm thinking if you're a lesbian, your girlfriend's a 'butch' (guy character in a girl body), doesnt it fulfil both at the same time huh....
way cool...

i poked my eye with a pair of scissors.
on wed morning.
accidentally de la...
duh...
jul say, what a way to commit suicide.
exactly.
hai yayayay....
:))

like i say, my IQ is dropping like bird droppings. haha.
stupid la huh, i also know.

speedy recovery..
doc gave me dunno 3 kinds of pills and 2 types of eye drops.
lucky neh affect eyesight, but got cut a bit on the cornea.
haiz.
thurs morning was damn bad till i cannot open my eyes to see AT ALL.
whenever i tried to open, my eyes just auto close or keep tearing.
i didnt go work on thurs cuz my left eye really hurt.
but finally can go work on fri.
weeeee.
tonight also.
weeeee.
:))

happy birthdaY singapore.

but when do you think of singapore, really?
in your daily life?
maybe.

when you look at people coming from other countries,
you'll go "why so many ________ invading our country"
when you go overseas, hear someone at the nearby table saying "wa lau eh, machiam like wat sia",
you'll go "oh my god, you're a singaporean? i'm a singaporean too. ka ki nang."
when you travel to poorer countries or travel away from home for too long,
you start to think singapore is actually quite a good place huh, because we got many nice food such as hainanese chicken rice which was never originated from singapore.

so...
national day is just another day to remind you,
oei, you are a singaporean hor.

wat is a singaporean?

:))
getting a hang of it.
it was slam last night.
total slam.
wasnt only a bar-back.
weeee....
did quite a lot of order...
even finished my order chit.
:))
so happy...
one step closer.
:))
anyways.
ha... this is the third week.
got on well with the ppl on the floor, & other bartenders.
thats the most important thing to me.
:))
gonna stay here for long.
esp since jul's together in this.
haha.
schools starting next week.
but i'm so looking forward to school and work.
lol.
damn,
i love my job.