Tuesday, June 28, 2005

peeps

looking at the blogs... whahaha... i'm that important arh?
haha.. i didn't know that... :P ohhh... [blushing]

thankz arh jo...
"I may not be as gentleman as fred, but i will try to call fred to save u when you fall into the waters one day!!!"

thankz arh han...
Chunyan (Acting bitchy?) [erm... sorry lol... i don't need to act one... it's in the genes]

guys.. we gotta go out soon k... :)

Monday, June 27, 2005

Give My Love

Give My Love (English Version) - Edward Chun
[Save Your Last Dance For Me OST]


When I look in your eyes
I can see that you
Want to be with me but you’re so scared
And I don’t know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that
Times won’t change my love
And I can’t do nothing to keep you

Oh, I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain’t here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don’t give doubt a moment’s rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks

Now I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…

Oh, I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…

I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love, through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…



oh my gosh.. i fell in love with this song when i first heard it. I'm considering whether to purchase the tv series. hahaha...

Thursday, June 23, 2005

一比一

La~ 两颗心同步爱 La~ 你和我分不开
什么都还没说 但我想的你都说中了
当你感到寂寞 你第一个想到我
有太多 快乐慢动作重播 每天默契更多
我爱你 难得你也选择我 同样爱那么多

我爱你 一天一天 更确定
一步一步 靠近
一点一滴 一比一 爱
像罗马 一天一天 建立
一点一滴 一比一 爱
不经意就像呼吸
想你就是必需
你的明天我不缺席 Yeah
爱是一步一步在累积
同步爱

La~ 两颗心同步爱 La~ 你和我分不开
谢谢你懂得我 可能比我了解的更多
若亲爱的你感到难过 答应陪你到最后
有太多 快乐慢动作重播 每天默契更多
我爱你 难得你也选择我 同样爱那么多

我爱你 一天一天 更确定
一步一步 靠近
一点一滴 一比一 爱
像罗马 一天一天 建立
一点一滴 一比一 爱
不经意就像呼吸
想你就是必需
你的明天我不缺席! Yeah
爱是一步一步在累积

我爱你 一天一天 更确定
一步一步 靠近
一点一滴 一比一 爱
像罗马 一天一天 建立
一点一滴 一比一 爱
不经意就像呼吸
爱你就是必需
你的明天我不缺席! Yeah
爱是一点一滴 溥晰
甜蜜 一点一滴 慢慢 满溢
爱是一步一步累积
同步爱

Saturday, June 18, 2005

jc or poly? / uni or poly?

Am I doing what I want to do?
Will I regret when I grow old, when I look back?
Sometimes I really envy some people. People who actually live up to the fullest of their lives.
Am I doing it?
Somehow I doubt so.
Or is it just me, alone in this world feeling this way?
Everyone seem to know what they want.
I know what I want.
But sometimes I just think that I'm heading the wrong path. Or maybe I could have moved on to a better one.
Do I have a choice, but to continue and move on?
Perhaps I had.
But now, all I can do is to do what I have to.
Is it just me, or this whole education system?
Everything just don't seem to go my way.
Will I be able to survive through it?
What would have happened if I could turn back the time?
[I know I can't]
But if I can go through all these, and still have the chance, or perhaps a magic wand. I will definitely turn back the time and worked hard.
And then, I wouldn't be here.
I wouldn't be in a junior college.
I would be in a poly. Ngee Ann Polytechnic - Mass Communication.
That was where I wanted to be. Yes, that Was.
But now, no longer.
I have to. Have to get through my 'A' Level.
After that?
University?
Perhaps.
Maybe, Nanyang Technology University.
But my brother actually told me that some of his friends had their 'A' Levels but still went on to study filming in a polytechnic.
I read through the websites a few months ago when I was preparing for the interview to get into Mass Communication.
I thought that NP would be a very suitable environment for me. They have this radio heatwave station, and chinese language practitioner as a third year module.
Anyway, Jamie Yeo, Cheryl Fox and Jean Danker were also from NP.
Whereas, NTU?
Kinda boring to me.
Maybe, now I think this way, and then, 2 years later, I might think otherwise. Who knows?
I remembered that when I first came to SRJC, I didn't bother to absorb anything into my mind. I was like, "I'm not going to stay in this school. Why should I be listening to all these?".
Because I thought that I could get through the interview.
It was the way the interviewers phrase it, they were like saying that it was up to me whether I want to study in poly or jc.
Turned out, they didn't accept me.
I was devastated when I heard the statement from the answering machine, "Your appeal is not successful."
Feasibly, I can drop out of school next year if my appeal to NP is successful. Provided I give it a try.
Should I?

Friday, June 17, 2005

project superstar

I'm now watching [project superstar] on channel u.
I recalled yesterday's episode. There was this blind person who participated in this competition.
Oh my gosh. He sang so well. Thank goodness he got into the top 24.
He deserved it, man.
It's sort of a recognition for his admirable courage, despite his disability to witness his own victory and how happy the other people were for him (some contestants even stood up after he sang finshed).
But could it be that they selected him because the judges want to show that the handicapped are accepted by the society or maybe they just want to show how "liberal" or "compassionate" mediacorp is.
I hope I think too much.
Maybe he might not be able to get to the very top (1st position), [i'm crossing my fingers]
but his recognised talent might still get him a record deal.
Well, singer like Ocean Yang didnt show his face at all, can still attract so many people to patronize the Music stores just to get his album.
I'm not saying that he doesn't have the looks (hey, i think his smile can attract a lot of people LOL) but let's face the fact.
Nowadays the music industry is all about packaging. All the albums usually comes with lyrics books, photo albums or posters. Where the handsome or pretty singers will strike the listeners, yes, listeners with their seductive postures and body curves.
Why would listeners want to purchase an album due to the attractive covers, instead of their captivating voices?
But that's not the main topic.
Being visually handicapped, he could not possibly be able to perform live on stage without any external help. He could not participate in the discussion on, perhaps, his costumes or his up-coming album cover.
Maybe, he could just captivate audience through his voice. People will just buy his album because of one reason, enchanting voice. But remember not to emphasize too much on his disability, because the overwhelming sales might just be due to sympathy.
But how long can it last?
One album? Two?
Or maybe, just as long as my voice was heard by people, I'm happy enough. Just as long as I know that I have touched the hearts of some, I'm happy enough.
Maybe? I don't know what will happen next. Will he proceed on to win the competition?
But what's more important, is that he is a representative of the disability. He might not have the ability to see, but his ability to sing is not concealed. His courage to stand up, to show that he can take up this challenge is commendable.
But i'm hoping that some record company will approach him. (=

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

to vanny

/Love doesn't make the world go 'round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
/Franklin P. Jones

I encountered this quote in one of the websites. I think this suits van.
He is now a past.
For what ever happened, was a ride that IS worthwhile.

memories

introducting: [left to right]
samantha, shimin , cammy


I'm currently clearing my room... (cough cough..) dusty...
It's been months since i clear off all those stuffs.
Trust me, when i say that my room is messy, it means MESSY!
Now it's as if i've planted bombs in my room, when i walk around , i have to *siam here *siam there.
Despite getting dirty, i'm enjoying myself. (Woohoo!)
Because i'm picturing myself inside a clean and nice bedroom. (Hmm...)
I found some stuffs that reminded me of my days in Damai.
Like those emcee speeches, cue cards, peerleaders' camp schedule, blah blah blah.
I participated quite a lot of events back in Damai.
Linking back to serangoon, (hmm...) cheerleading?
That was real fun.
It was the first time i did something that is so time-comsuming , without complaining. (Beams)
Participating cheerleading was really a very great experience.
Though i was quite unsure whether i should stay in the team during the first few trainings, because of all the unfamiliar faces. But it got better later on and everyone clicked well.
We got a magnum force coach to coach us (cool!) James' a nice guy.. but he always call me the ten-years-old Annie Yi (Harlem Yu's wife). We also have the honour to get two Very *Beautiful *Japanese, yes, *Japanese cheerleading ladies, namely, Mika and Akane, to coach us. And last but not least, Damien (er, i don't know where he come from).
I met nice people there, and all of us were so into cheerleading.
Sacrifice our sleep and study time.
We had to stay back like two times a week.
Every training starts around 5.45pm. (Damn late)
When actually our school ends around 1pm. (Only on wed and fri then its early for me)
I'm like sitting alone outside the library and do my work. I don't even dare to fall asleep.
But it's okay, well, in fact worth it.
On the day of our performance, though the music cork up, we still did our best. (Yeah!)
Many people mentioned that it was too short, but great performance. (Hehe. Of Course lah!)
And the skirt is like... SO *SHORT and orange. [and freddie likes it lol.. :P haha]
Thank goodness, there was no bare navel tops. (I don't have a figure to wear it)
Actually our top was supposed to be a t-shirt, then the auntie (she helps Magnum Force (NP) to get their costumes done) say that its will be nice if its a tight sleveeless top.
I was like... AHHHHH! NO WAY!
And along the way, i psycho people to protest against the idea of having sleveeless top.
I said something like that, "You see arh, if we wear sleveeless right, when we sway the pom-pom, it will expose our flabby arms. But if we wear t-shirt right, can cover up."
Phew, we still get our super large t-shirt in the end.
[Ready? Okay! 1.2.3.4. S.R.J.C.. Let's Go!]
The music is so cute. We all laughed when we first heard it.
And everything. Haiz. No more cheerleading.
Special thankz to inge, cheryl, jing fang, samantha, eunice, aniza, cammy, shi min, amanda, lena, shi yi, si ying, esther, and the one and only guy - gary.
For making cheerleading so enjoyable. (=

it's a new birth...

hey.. guys... its my blog...
muahahaha....
first time doing this...
i'm a newbie....
it's a try out k...
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