this semester was finally, officially over on the 3rd dec at 1130am.
trust me,
its been the most stressful sem i ever had...
assignments. deadlines. assignments. deadlines. assignments. deadlines.
heavey core modules..
and this sem was the last time i'll ever take a drama module... i'm officially minored in drama.. T_T sobz....
the very finally performance was.... hmmm... oh well...
not much of a mix feelings that i tot im supposed to have....
rather...
it was.... silent.
ha...
oh wells... i'm really happy that i met the people there... :))
gonna watch some plays this dec...
BROKE... T_T
and yup yup... went malaysia last weekend for my cousin wedding...
haha.. first time i sort of attended the whole wedding ceremony... the tea ceremony, ang-bao giving, making the newly-wed's bed, wedding dinner, .... :))
i miss my cute cute damn cute niece....
she's 4 years already...
so round... put on weight since the last time i saw her... last jan...
but still as cute...
she;s the prettiest cutest girl i ever saw... haha.. beautiful eyes...
of course la...
my cousin is pretty...plus
i swear her daddy is damn handsome... damn handsome til you dont dare to look at him directly in the eye kind of handsome... haha...
:))
i want a baby tooooo!!!!!
awww....
left with less than 2 months time...
hmmm...
thinking of wat i wanna do before i go...
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
yesterday went to airport to fetch my bro.. back from london
disaster...
erh...
its only me... and him...
dots...
dont ask me where pa and ma...
argh...
anyway...
will stop working at Double O on 2nd Jan 2010. :)
haha..
they will move away anyway..
haven found a place yet...
2nd Jan will be da last day Double O n O Bar is located at Robertson Walk...
ARGH...
exams coming...
still got Research Proposal to do...
FYP in 1 MORE SEM'S TIME....
T_T
disaster...
erh...
its only me... and him...
dots...
dont ask me where pa and ma...
argh...
anyway...
will stop working at Double O on 2nd Jan 2010. :)
haha..
they will move away anyway..
haven found a place yet...
2nd Jan will be da last day Double O n O Bar is located at Robertson Walk...
ARGH...
exams coming...
still got Research Proposal to do...
FYP in 1 MORE SEM'S TIME....
T_T
Friday, October 23, 2009
either a Man or a Woman
damn. compulsory heterosexuality.
who told you guy muz like girl. girl muz like guy...
argh..
i could feel how confined we are living in a hetero-normative society..
when i was trying to buy baby clothes yesterday...
its jumpers are either pink or blue.
wat the....
i didnt want to ask about the baby's gender...
but i was forced to...
if not how i buy...
argh...
we're assigned to be in certain gender categories from da day we're born....
and expected to grow up fulfilling the characteristics of that gender....
lie being masculine or feminine...
i felt bit guilty at the thought of buying girly clothes for the yet-to-be-born baby girl.
but the baby clothes are damn cute....i was enjoying myself buying them...
haha...
pardon me..
cuz just finished a 2000 words essay on Judith Butler's gender performativity...
few days ago...
way to go, Butler...
and oh.. i'm very into Kumar these days...
he's so pretty when he's in drag....
lol...
who told you guy muz like girl. girl muz like guy...
argh..
i could feel how confined we are living in a hetero-normative society..
when i was trying to buy baby clothes yesterday...
its jumpers are either pink or blue.
wat the....
i didnt want to ask about the baby's gender...
but i was forced to...
if not how i buy...
argh...
we're assigned to be in certain gender categories from da day we're born....
and expected to grow up fulfilling the characteristics of that gender....
lie being masculine or feminine...
i felt bit guilty at the thought of buying girly clothes for the yet-to-be-born baby girl.
but the baby clothes are damn cute....i was enjoying myself buying them...
haha...
pardon me..
cuz just finished a 2000 words essay on Judith Butler's gender performativity...
few days ago...
way to go, Butler...
and oh.. i'm very into Kumar these days...
he's so pretty when he's in drag....
lol...
Monday, October 12, 2009
99balloons
beautiful child.
beautiful parents.
beautiful love.
www.ninetynineballoons.com
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th6Njr-qkq0&feature=PlayList&p=24037F09F724000A&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=8
i cried real hard.....
beautiful parents.
beautiful love.
www.ninetynineballoons.com
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th6Njr-qkq0&feature=PlayList&p=24037F09F724000A&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=8
i cried real hard.....
Friday, September 11, 2009
i'm living the best of my double life world...
ok..
women live a double life world...
and i totally agree with the theory.
haha...
we go for girls for emotional support.
we go for guys for physical needs. (my prof calls it the 'erotic' side)
so ya...
i'm thinking if you're a lesbian, your girlfriend's a 'butch' (guy character in a girl body), doesnt it fulfil both at the same time huh....
way cool...
ok..
women live a double life world...
and i totally agree with the theory.
haha...
we go for girls for emotional support.
we go for guys for physical needs. (my prof calls it the 'erotic' side)
so ya...
i'm thinking if you're a lesbian, your girlfriend's a 'butch' (guy character in a girl body), doesnt it fulfil both at the same time huh....
way cool...
Saturday, August 15, 2009
i poked my eye with a pair of scissors.
on wed morning.
accidentally de la...
duh...
jul say, what a way to commit suicide.
exactly.
hai yayayay....
:))
like i say, my IQ is dropping like bird droppings. haha.
stupid la huh, i also know.
speedy recovery..
doc gave me dunno 3 kinds of pills and 2 types of eye drops.
lucky neh affect eyesight, but got cut a bit on the cornea.
haiz.
thurs morning was damn bad till i cannot open my eyes to see AT ALL.
whenever i tried to open, my eyes just auto close or keep tearing.
i didnt go work on thurs cuz my left eye really hurt.
but finally can go work on fri.
weeeee.
tonight also.
weeeee.
:))
on wed morning.
accidentally de la...
duh...
jul say, what a way to commit suicide.
exactly.
hai yayayay....
:))
like i say, my IQ is dropping like bird droppings. haha.
stupid la huh, i also know.
speedy recovery..
doc gave me dunno 3 kinds of pills and 2 types of eye drops.
lucky neh affect eyesight, but got cut a bit on the cornea.
haiz.
thurs morning was damn bad till i cannot open my eyes to see AT ALL.
whenever i tried to open, my eyes just auto close or keep tearing.
i didnt go work on thurs cuz my left eye really hurt.
but finally can go work on fri.
weeeee.
tonight also.
weeeee.
:))
Sunday, August 09, 2009
happy birthdaY singapore.
but when do you think of singapore, really?
in your daily life?
maybe.
when you look at people coming from other countries,
you'll go "why so many ________ invading our country"
when you go overseas, hear someone at the nearby table saying "wa lau eh, machiam like wat sia",
you'll go "oh my god, you're a singaporean? i'm a singaporean too. ka ki nang."
when you travel to poorer countries or travel away from home for too long,
you start to think singapore is actually quite a good place huh, because we got many nice food such as hainanese chicken rice which was never originated from singapore.
so...
national day is just another day to remind you,
oei, you are a singaporean hor.
wat is a singaporean?
but when do you think of singapore, really?
in your daily life?
maybe.
when you look at people coming from other countries,
you'll go "why so many ________ invading our country"
when you go overseas, hear someone at the nearby table saying "wa lau eh, machiam like wat sia",
you'll go "oh my god, you're a singaporean? i'm a singaporean too. ka ki nang."
when you travel to poorer countries or travel away from home for too long,
you start to think singapore is actually quite a good place huh, because we got many nice food such as hainanese chicken rice which was never originated from singapore.
so...
national day is just another day to remind you,
oei, you are a singaporean hor.
wat is a singaporean?
Thursday, August 06, 2009
:))
getting a hang of it.
it was slam last night.
total slam.
wasnt only a bar-back.
weeee....
did quite a lot of order...
even finished my order chit.
:))
so happy...
one step closer.
:))
anyways.
ha... this is the third week.
got on well with the ppl on the floor, & other bartenders.
thats the most important thing to me.
:))
gonna stay here for long.
esp since jul's together in this.
haha.
schools starting next week.
but i'm so looking forward to school and work.
lol.
damn,
i love my job.
getting a hang of it.
it was slam last night.
total slam.
wasnt only a bar-back.
weeee....
did quite a lot of order...
even finished my order chit.
:))
so happy...
one step closer.
:))
anyways.
ha... this is the third week.
got on well with the ppl on the floor, & other bartenders.
thats the most important thing to me.
:))
gonna stay here for long.
esp since jul's together in this.
haha.
schools starting next week.
but i'm so looking forward to school and work.
lol.
damn,
i love my job.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Saturday, July 04, 2009
went double o to people watch last night.
lol.
not exactly la.
but cuz jul really want to let loose.
then shikin also go la...
after the many attempts, and 1 hour of persuasion....
i gave in anyway....
took bus 36A to city... then took a cab...
ya...
my first time...
shy***
felt so out of place can...
my second time feeling out of place...
first time was when i went to ZoukOut last dec.
anyways....
i enjoyed myself...
girls time...
didnt get drunk la...duh~~~
i swear i was people watching through...
and many qns that went on in my brain....
like what kind of people come here...
why they come here?
etc etc...
but most importantly...
wish us luck k....
fingers crossed....
hahahahahaha............
please please please.... for today...
*
anyway..
i felt so cheated. about the AP not coming down and helped me the other day..
and confronted them...
so apparently..
they should have even shifted their fat ar*e to my bar, when i felt scared.
wat the f***
i wished i can lodge a complain.
lol.
not exactly la.
but cuz jul really want to let loose.
then shikin also go la...
after the many attempts, and 1 hour of persuasion....
i gave in anyway....
took bus 36A to city... then took a cab...
ya...
my first time...
shy***
felt so out of place can...
my second time feeling out of place...
first time was when i went to ZoukOut last dec.
anyways....
i enjoyed myself...
girls time...
didnt get drunk la...duh~~~
i swear i was people watching through...
and many qns that went on in my brain....
like what kind of people come here...
why they come here?
etc etc...
but most importantly...
wish us luck k....
fingers crossed....
hahahahahaha............
please please please.... for today...
*
anyway..
i felt so cheated. about the AP not coming down and helped me the other day..
and confronted them...
so apparently..
they should have even shifted their fat ar*e to my bar, when i felt scared.
wat the f***
i wished i can lodge a complain.
Friday, July 03, 2009
i've never felt so humiliated in my life,
i'll never ever call the A...P... again....
unless its cuz i wanna complain about the incident...
other than f***
i dunno what can i say.
wat?
they are paid by citizen's income tax lo.
freaks.
they cant even move their freaking ass over to help a fellow citizen izzit?
wat the freak.
b*st8rds.
i was freaking alone in the bar from 3pm-8pm.
its okay. cuz there's lack of staff.
i was freaking alone handling the drunken case.
its okay. "cuz there's lack of staff, & my manager could just tell me to go info counter, when i later found out that he was busy smoking with another manager."
i was freaking alone running out of the bar, to the info counter, reluctantly abandon my bar.
its okay. "cuz the freaking AP refuse to come and help, cuz he didnt break any law."
i was freaking alone running back to the bar, harassed by him, and found out that he went inside the bar counter and already grap a double rock glass putting some ice, .... but stopped in time by other kind customers.
its okay. "cuz the freaking manager and AP refuse to come."
i was freaking calling the AP while standing inside my bar, when i finally got hold of their number.
that was when everything was f*** up.
he questioned me...tons of stupid questions lo...repetitively..
did you SEE him holding the liquer?
i wanted to tell him:
"which f***ing ear you didnt hear properly, i was at the info counter when he came into the bar counter, how do i f***ing see him do anything? but i f***ing have eye-witness can. you wanna talk to my customer a not? you dun want to help, fine! Ar*eh0le"
i just hanged up the phone.
i couldnt take it anymore, but just cried quietly.
and quickly put on a smile to serve the customers.
law by law izzit?
you must be singaporean lo.
freaking bureaucracy.
stootpid system.
freaking management.
stootpid people.
my only place to release the disappointment, & unhappiness was finding Shikin & Jul, where they were stationed at other terminal.
it hurts to see jul feeling so angry.
i wasnt planning to let any management know bout what exactly happened, other than my girls.
but Jul want all the managers to know. if they dun do anything, they're gonna get it from her.
anyway.
i just dun want anything like that to ever happen again, man.
i now despise A...P... a LOT. @_@
i'll never ever call the A...P... again....
unless its cuz i wanna complain about the incident...
other than f***
i dunno what can i say.
wat?
they are paid by citizen's income tax lo.
freaks.
they cant even move their freaking ass over to help a fellow citizen izzit?
wat the freak.
b*st8rds.
i was freaking alone in the bar from 3pm-8pm.
its okay. cuz there's lack of staff.
i was freaking alone handling the drunken case.
its okay. "cuz there's lack of staff, & my manager could just tell me to go info counter, when i later found out that he was busy smoking with another manager."
i was freaking alone running out of the bar, to the info counter, reluctantly abandon my bar.
its okay. "cuz the freaking AP refuse to come and help, cuz he didnt break any law."
i was freaking alone running back to the bar, harassed by him, and found out that he went inside the bar counter and already grap a double rock glass putting some ice, .... but stopped in time by other kind customers.
its okay. "cuz the freaking manager and AP refuse to come."
i was freaking calling the AP while standing inside my bar, when i finally got hold of their number.
that was when everything was f*** up.
he questioned me...tons of stupid questions lo...repetitively..
did you SEE him holding the liquer?
i wanted to tell him:
"which f***ing ear you didnt hear properly, i was at the info counter when he came into the bar counter, how do i f***ing see him do anything? but i f***ing have eye-witness can. you wanna talk to my customer a not? you dun want to help, fine! Ar*eh0le"
i just hanged up the phone.
i couldnt take it anymore, but just cried quietly.
and quickly put on a smile to serve the customers.
law by law izzit?
you must be singaporean lo.
freaking bureaucracy.
stootpid system.
freaking management.
stootpid people.
my only place to release the disappointment, & unhappiness was finding Shikin & Jul, where they were stationed at other terminal.
it hurts to see jul feeling so angry.
i wasnt planning to let any management know bout what exactly happened, other than my girls.
but Jul want all the managers to know. if they dun do anything, they're gonna get it from her.
anyway.
i just dun want anything like that to ever happen again, man.
i now despise A...P... a LOT. @_@
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
weeee~~~~
did i mentioned i had stayed overnight at the airport...
hahah...
me, jul, hana, shikin.
eh...
when ah?
last sunday...
yeah...
then we talked from after work like 11pm till morning 6am...
didnt want to take cab cuz BELLY EXPENSIVE....
had popeyes, mac...
ya...
had girls talk about boys, work, nationality (we're the only 4 singaporean girls working there... LOL...), etc etc
its so damn cool lo...
i'm loving the 4 of us...
hahaha.
then today a customer treat me and jul to drinks...
i had a jagarboom & tequila shot...
jul had a jagarboom & 3 tequila shots...
lOl...
haha...
cheers.
to everyone.
=)
its the happiest period of time working here since last year.
did i mentioned i had stayed overnight at the airport...
hahah...
me, jul, hana, shikin.
eh...
when ah?
last sunday...
yeah...
then we talked from after work like 11pm till morning 6am...
didnt want to take cab cuz BELLY EXPENSIVE....
had popeyes, mac...
ya...
had girls talk about boys, work, nationality (we're the only 4 singaporean girls working there... LOL...), etc etc
its so damn cool lo...
i'm loving the 4 of us...
hahaha.
then today a customer treat me and jul to drinks...
i had a jagarboom & tequila shot...
jul had a jagarboom & 3 tequila shots...
lOl...
haha...
cheers.
to everyone.
=)
its the happiest period of time working here since last year.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
家
缘分。
不容易。
可能需要等。
可能等不到。
可以让你有回家的感觉的人。
跟缘分一样吧。
一样难找。
但除了家人以外，
原来还是有的。
所以有点想哭。
因为心里有种感动。
因为回家的感觉，
就是能够面对最真实的自己。
烦恼，痛苦，伤心，难过。。。。
想哭就哭。
感动，开心，快乐，高兴。。。
想笑就笑。
=）
期待有个人在你到家时，微笑着跟你说，"Okaeri。" (おかえり)
我会怀着感激的心情，拥抱我爱的人说,"Tadaima。" (ただいま)
不容易。
可能需要等。
可能等不到。
可以让你有回家的感觉的人。
跟缘分一样吧。
一样难找。
但除了家人以外，
原来还是有的。
所以有点想哭。
因为心里有种感动。
因为回家的感觉，
就是能够面对最真实的自己。
烦恼，痛苦，伤心，难过。。。。
想哭就哭。
感动，开心，快乐，高兴。。。
想笑就笑。
=）
期待有个人在你到家时，微笑着跟你说，"Okaeri。" (おかえり)
我会怀着感激的心情，拥抱我爱的人说,"Tadaima。" (ただいま)
Saturday, June 13, 2009
ok.
i didnt have a good sleep.
duh.
stupid.
haha...
okay.
once in awhile do crazy things is good de...
not exactly crazy la...
anyways.
drank a LOT of alcohol after work yesterday.
and drink VERY FAST lo.
double rock glass jack daniels & coke.
half rock glass baileys.
one shot jagerbomb.
one shot harbour lights. (the stupid bacardi 151 - 75.5% alcohol >> flamingly hot)
a few sip of (not nice) long island ice tea.
then me n jul very boliao de talk to each other on facebook using the free internet access corner.
dunno y.
ok la.
we werent exactly drunk, just high...
ha..
but cuz we;re not drinking with our friends, so cannot do very crazy things, or get too drunk lo...
but good that its free drinks...
lol.
but omg.
i reached home around 3am, accidentally bump my head into the table (now got blue black), bathe, sleep till....
630am...
then wake up and vomit....
cannot tahan liao...
ewwww...
the funny thing is...
i vomit quite a lot till the point where i felt the bacardi 151 gas rush up from my stomach into my nose.
its so flamingly hot that i stopped vomiting.
lol.
hana think its funny.
ok.
enough said.
i dun want to try it again, i mean the bacardi 151.
T_T
i didnt have a good sleep.
duh.
stupid.
haha...
okay.
once in awhile do crazy things is good de...
not exactly crazy la...
anyways.
drank a LOT of alcohol after work yesterday.
and drink VERY FAST lo.
double rock glass jack daniels & coke.
half rock glass baileys.
one shot jagerbomb.
one shot harbour lights. (the stupid bacardi 151 - 75.5% alcohol >> flamingly hot)
a few sip of (not nice) long island ice tea.
then me n jul very boliao de talk to each other on facebook using the free internet access corner.
dunno y.
ok la.
we werent exactly drunk, just high...
ha..
but cuz we;re not drinking with our friends, so cannot do very crazy things, or get too drunk lo...
but good that its free drinks...
lol.
but omg.
i reached home around 3am, accidentally bump my head into the table (now got blue black), bathe, sleep till....
630am...
then wake up and vomit....
cannot tahan liao...
ewwww...
the funny thing is...
i vomit quite a lot till the point where i felt the bacardi 151 gas rush up from my stomach into my nose.
its so flamingly hot that i stopped vomiting.
lol.
hana think its funny.
ok.
enough said.
i dun want to try it again, i mean the bacardi 151.
T_T
Thursday, June 11, 2009
ah~~~
when i went toilet...
i saw the spinelli guy again...
yesterday...
egg-cited.
went down again with Hana to buy hazelnut choc blend...
bought a medium size one..
but its freaking small cup...
cute but ex lo...
T_T...
when i finally get to see close up...
he sat behind the counter eating i think..
ha...
good-looking...
but~
i realized he looked like someone i know...
i was like -_-"
hmmm...
nevermind...
he didnt serve us, it was another guy...
ok..
hopefully make more friends..
so that next time can get free coffee...
weee~~~
=D
when i went toilet...
i saw the spinelli guy again...
yesterday...
egg-cited.
went down again with Hana to buy hazelnut choc blend...
bought a medium size one..
but its freaking small cup...
cute but ex lo...
T_T...
when i finally get to see close up...
he sat behind the counter eating i think..
ha...
good-looking...
but~
i realized he looked like someone i know...
i was like -_-"
hmmm...
nevermind...
he didnt serve us, it was another guy...
ok..
hopefully make more friends..
so that next time can get free coffee...
weee~~~
=D
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
ah~~~~
T_T
spinelli guy....
=)
yesterday worked with Jul at T1.
then she went down to change money..
so when she came back..
she was like "CHUN YAN!!!"
i went like "wat wat wat? the spinelli guy is here izzit??"
YEAH!!!
haha..
ok la..
i know like sec sch girls..looking out for their crush.
=P
but its so fun.
and he's really cute...
ha...
we're still working on a nickname~~~ for him...
then i straight away asked to go for break...
wah....
i feel so stupid for not looking closely lo..
cuz i pai seh...
T_T
then after i came out of toilet, he's not there...
damn it...
T_T
so far, i only managed to get far glances of him.. melt-ing
i think jul's observant lo...
she say "at least he doesnt smoke..."
i was like, "how come you know?"
"cuz if he smokes... then we'll see him up here liao ma..."
yeah!!!
smart girl.
so me & jul decided to buy a drink from him after work...
egg-citing...
we deliberately asked to leave at 10.45pm...
and he's not there...
T_T
we act act.. .walk and see see the store next to it... Bengawan Solo...
he still haven appear leh~~
haiz...
next time...
if see him...
die die die...
also mux walk up and buy a drink...
ha..
n OMG...
i finally saw Van~~~~
=D
yeah...
hugs hugs...
thats ur working outfit arh? the red coat...
nice lah~~~
ha...
ya.. caught me eating my BK dinner while walking back to T2...
so unglam...
T_T
spinelli guy....
=)
yesterday worked with Jul at T1.
then she went down to change money..
so when she came back..
she was like "CHUN YAN!!!"
i went like "wat wat wat? the spinelli guy is here izzit??"
YEAH!!!
haha..
ok la..
i know like sec sch girls..looking out for their crush.
=P
but its so fun.
and he's really cute...
ha...
we're still working on a nickname~~~ for him...
then i straight away asked to go for break...
wah....
i feel so stupid for not looking closely lo..
cuz i pai seh...
T_T
then after i came out of toilet, he's not there...
damn it...
T_T
so far, i only managed to get far glances of him.. melt-ing
i think jul's observant lo...
she say "at least he doesnt smoke..."
i was like, "how come you know?"
"cuz if he smokes... then we'll see him up here liao ma..."
yeah!!!
smart girl.
so me & jul decided to buy a drink from him after work...
egg-citing...
we deliberately asked to leave at 10.45pm...
and he's not there...
T_T
we act act.. .walk and see see the store next to it... Bengawan Solo...
he still haven appear leh~~
haiz...
next time...
if see him...
die die die...
also mux walk up and buy a drink...
ha..
n OMG...
i finally saw Van~~~~
=D
yeah...
hugs hugs...
thats ur working outfit arh? the red coat...
nice lah~~~
ha...
ya.. caught me eating my BK dinner while walking back to T2...
so unglam...
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