快乐如何体会？
你的快乐，是什么？



快乐一直在悲伤的身边。
我不是很明白这句话。




不过，
我喜欢小说里：“有缘分牵手，就别轻易放手。”
这句话是送给在恋爱的，还有快要恋爱的你们。
＝）

nice pic~

finally.
finished my 5 hours transcript.
you have no idea how i survived through doing it.
shit.
i handed in late.
but i did my best.
please. dont penalize too much.

T_T

you have no idea how relieved i am now.
it was like fighting a war, in the last hour.
i'm damn shag.

T_T

I owe dylan many many.
think muz return him, if i have next life.
if.
i doubt i'll have, though.

T_T

has my recess week finally came?
but its going to be over soon.
shit.

rainism

oh my god.

i managed to revive my diminishing love for RAIN.
=)

[LIVE HQ ♥ 102608] Bi Rain 비-Rainism
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f12AAzLvTAY

The 7th Korea Film Award-Rainism
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuIqSEEmf74

ok...
cuz initially i didnt like this album months ago.
now.
i love it.
he's so hot.


ok.
time to do my transcript.

dying peranakan culture

its the peranakan fever~~~

ok.
seriously, i would say its a dying culture.
also.
a culture that has evolved to nothing-ness.
gradually. i mean.

face the fact.
you need to have a museum to "preserve" the culture.
btw, erm... there are certain items displayed in the museum which i dont understand what's the use.
for example, dick lee's medal, and his score sheet.
has the items been part of a practice of peranakan culture? eh.

you see.
its not an identity that is constantly reinforced among people.
nor a ethnic group(race) like Chinese, Indian, Malay.
in the case of Singapore, for instance.

its not in your IC.
it may be in your blood.
do you know it?

ok.
strictly speaking.
it was (mixed) inter-racial marriages that led to a new group of people called peranakan. >>> mix of Chinese, Malay, Indian
so... why werent the people born in inter-racial marriage nowadays called peranakan?

in layman's term.
they stopped the membership since hundreds of years back.

you know what.
i'm kinda shocked by this.
peranakan.org.sg
Interested in becoming a Peranakan Association member?
Please click here to fill in the membership form and post it back to us with a cheque of SGD103.00 payable to "The Peranakan Association".
come on,
sign up,
it'll make you a peranakan....
worse.
they added this line at the end.
"You don't need to be a Peranakan to join."

ok.
it is not a product, though.
i just dont like the fact that people are trying to commodify the culture, saying that they're reviving the culture, but hey, is anybody practising it?
you dont revive a dying culture by watching The Little Nyonya. [i like the show.]
nor does it make you 'feel' like a peranakan by eating the kueh you bought at Bengawan Solo.

ok.
get back to work on Emily of the Emerald Hill.
[p.s. i interpret the intention of the writer that she would agree that its a dying culture.]

如果时间能治疗伤口。。。

顺杰 说：“男人都是溅的。”
呵呵。。。
我想他说得没错。
嘿，反正这句话，又不是我说的，不必负责。

很好笑。
因为竟然会为了《因为男人犯溅才做的事》而失眠了两晚。
蠢。

女人做越多蠢事，就表示她们越在乎你。
大便。

幸好，我是铁做的。
现在练成了金刚身。
看个爱情戏剧，身边一群陌生女孩们感动到~哭得不像话。
我是很镇定的，看完了整部电影。
呵呵。。。
镇定吗？
应该是没感觉吧。
虽然电影确实真的很好看。

可能，因为朋友‘放生’我。
虽然是“一起”看电影。但...
5人跑去看《K-20》，就任我一人看《游龙戏凤》。
呵呵。。
第一次，一个人看电影。
感觉不错。

幸好，我的电影比他们的好看。
呵呵。。。
=）

用力抱着

顺杰 强力推荐的歌。。。
真的好听~~~
歌词很美~~~


梁静茹 - 用力抱着

寂寞时你像个贝壳
闭上眼 你倔强地摀住双耳
背对背地坐着 我们用沉默在拉扯
看谁的泪先输掉拔河

爱我时你不够严格
总忘了 能够牵手多麽难得
我不怕生命有挫折 不怕回忆会有皱摺
唯有你说要放弃 我不愿附和

你心里有多少忐忑
交给我去用力抱着
双手还有热 或许能唤起你的不舍
有一天我们伤的心会癒合
心里的忐忑
抱着慢慢就会好的
感动都有了 还有什麽不认可
不准我们把爱 给走成了坎坷

多少恋人不费唇舌
在一起 却说服彼此不适合
我懂得生命有沼泽 懂得爱会失去光泽
只是在你怀里是 快乐的抉择

你心里有多少忐忑
交给我去用力抱着
双手还有热 或许能唤起你的不舍
有一天我们伤的心会癒合
心里的忐忑
抱着慢慢就会好的
感动都有了 还有什麽不认可
不准我们把爱 给走成了坎坷

我心里也有的忐忑
曾经你也勇敢抱着
思念还有歌 唱着我无法对你割舍
相信我们伤的心会癒合
心里的忐忑
时间跟我说会好的
决心放好了 这一次非你不可
若这不是爱 那有过的是什麽

最幸福的事

梁文音 - 最幸福的事

你撐著雨傘借我那次
已經足夠我記得一輩子
我懂後來你不是不堅持
愛情本來就沒萬無一失

淚水離開了你的手指
那不如讓它流在這信紙
我想女孩子最貼心的是
讓愛的人選結束的方式

我最幸福的事 當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人 在左邊心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

可惜愛不是童話故事
不能夠永遠依賴著王子
再难过其实只剩兩個字
我怎麼忍心為難你解釋

我最幸福的事 當過你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩飾 讓我們像當時擁抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蠟燭時你總為我許願的手勢
為摯愛的人 在左邊心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

那一陣子有你 美的不像現實
多高興每一幕都微笑著靜止

我最幸福的事 牽著你的日子
一段愛從開始 直至分開我們都對彼此誠實
最幸福的事 對那片海用力大喊永遠的樣子
想得起的事 那天和你傻笑著認識 是最幸福的事

Photography

Photography is part of the theatre that modern people enact to produce their desired togetherness, wholeness and intimacy.

I bet most people never thought of this:
Most performances in front of camera are static.
Posing, for instance, is a motionless act.
A desire for timelessness fuels photography, immobility, yields immortality.

don't

don't think they are happy leading simple lives.
don't think they are contented with it.
don't put your perspective on them.
don't you realize they've never seen the world outside.
don't you think you're kinda ego-centric.
don't you even try to understand from their point of view.
don't bother, i guess.

don't trust what you see.

那个还在等待的“他”

“在世界上最遥远的距离不是生和死，而是站在你面前却不能说: 我爱你.”

这种感觉，我不会知道。

因为故事的主角不是我。

他。。。。应该不是又在暗示我吧？

大便。 shit的意思。

心里怪怪的。

好像又要历史重演。

好，好笑。

笑，我身边总有这种“他”出现。

笑，我好像遇不到对的“他”。

笑，偏偏想对我好的“他”，不是我想要的那个“他”。

笑。

可笑。

傻笑。

my stress level is boiling up....
like...
hot water...
ah!!!

essay
seminar
presentation
mid term quiz

i'm so T_T


i wonder why this semester de time flies by...
so fast..
i didnt feel like i did anything productive..
shit...
i mean shitting is a productive activity too...
your body needs to get rid of it every day...
die..
what am i saying...
i dunno...
hah.



i need a hug...