happy birthday to a lot of people this month.
haha...
=)

yup.
20april.
20april.

before you know.
its 20april liao.
then it would be WOOHOO...
holiday.

i seriously need a break.
considering backpacking.
maybe i'll go alone. ha.
=)

something i always wanted to do.
but~~~ will mama allow ma??
hai.
i need money first.



and congrats to 二哥.
guess what.
he got a vacancy at Oxford University.
DAMN!!!!
haha...
hopefully he get the scholarship..
looking at the results he get, i really pinning high hopes.
=)
then he can do his Masters.
otherwise we have no cash to support him lo...
which he say he wont study if he dun get the funding la.


shunjie ask how i feel having a brother that has such achievements. cuz he told me his side of story and i really cant help laughing.... his mum is one of a kind, man.
i said. happy la.
really leh..
i'm like the average one at home lo.. caught in the middle between my brothers...
but ma treat us all the same... in different ways but the way that we need.
=D
i always wanted the things he have though.
like...
so smart.
go to good schools.
so good in english n chinese.
he can even speak in British accent lo... eew i dun understand a word.
very intellectual lah basically.
damn.
haiya....
life is fair de la...
[trying to convince myself... haha..]


he looked so happy/cheerful. watever =) when we skyped.
obviously, i think he wants it badly too....
please please...
i dun want him to be upset alone while he's overseas.
so...really... let him have the scholarship....
he's kinda scary when he's upset.
okay.
lucky he dun read my blog.
i think.

=D
if only i can have a quarter of his smarty genes in my Mal-functioning brain.