promo exams

phew. finally over.
after two long weeks of torture.
today my papers are finaly over.
overall, just pray real hard that i can do well >_<
lol.

today, i slept like very long hours lah.
after came home, i went to watch romance comedy korean drama until i'm tired then fell asleep.
cool. long time never really enjoy myself.

gonna get some drama shows that i wanted to buy at the start of this year.
yeah, at the start of this year lol. so long.
cannot tahan le, must enjoy myself.
go shopping, watch shows, play games.
haha.

and same goal as Zuo Han.
yah, lim zuo han.
exercise. lol.

really long time didnt exercise le.
gonna exercise and lose weight.
haha, dunnoe whether will work out a not.

hope to let you all see a different me.
different (size) me.
yeah.

:)

sick sick.

Haiz.
Sianz.
Fell sick during this study period.
Haha. What a good timing.
Anyways, I'm down with fever. Haha.
I don't feel feverish leh.
Hehe.

37.6 degrees celcius.
Long time no fever.
Hehe.

P.h.o.t.o.s.0.1

This was taken on our CHEERLEADING OUTING.

Cool huh.

We are the SEVEN part-time girlfriends of Gary.

Each of us one day.

And I am Friday.

LOL.

HAHA. :)

Jus Kidding.

>_<

This photo was taken on SRCJians' Day.

Yeah. In the lecture theatre 5.

After the celebration of Lydia, Lysias' birthday.

1S29. :)

相信未来

我怎么还在记忆里徘徊　
一个我最爱的人已不在
从没想到你竟然狠心这样　
看着最爱你的人选择离开

手机号码还在　随时都开　为了你不能改
总在期盼哪天你真的会打来
爱在我心里面像个小孩要呵护依赖
没有人可以一口气说个明白

等待你接受我的爱
等待我给你的未来
让我这样抱紧着你不放开
我要你接受我的爱
相信是上天的安排
让我可以手牵着你
永远不要分开

手机号码还在　随时都开　为了你不能改
总在期盼哪天你真的会打来
爱在我心里面像个小孩要呵护依赖
没有人可以一口气说个明白

等待你接受我的爱
等待我给你的未来
让我这样抱紧着你不放开
我要你接受我的爱
相信是上天的安排
让我可以手牵着你
永远不要分开

national day

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.

Our school celebrated National Day yesterday.
Was looking forward to the parade.
Haha. Cuz Fred say that his classmates' involved.
Then Luckily, my class gets the REAL FRONT SIT.
Guess what. It started to rain lol.
Haiz.
We watched the parade under the rain.
Watched the parade halfway, then it started to rain very heavily, and all the JC1s are asked to go into the hall.
Lol. COLD BLANKET.
REAL COLD.
haha.

Then there was this very long slides of all the names of the CCA Leaders and House Leaders.
Very Seh.
Real cool. Only dunnoe why until halfway no more music. Then not nice liao.
After the slides finished, all the leaders came on stage in all directions, act cool only.
Hahaha.
Then pinned up the bagdes themselves. Duh.?
I thought Mrs Kok should do it.

Then nevermind, Mrs Kok muz give out A LOT OF PRIZES.
Got inter-house games prizes and some CCA prizes.
Very Long lol.
I sit until my bum is numb. [It Rhymes]
Hahaha.

I enjoyed the most during the [puty. how to spell arh?] Dikeh Baruk?
Hahah. Pai seh lah, dunnow how to spell.
Damn nice lol.
Super funny.
First time, I really enjoyed this kinda performance.
They even sang in English, Indian, most of all CHINESE.
WO AI NI, AI ZHE NI, JIU XIANG LAO SHU AI DA MI.
lol.
Too bad, I think they are J2s. Next year, maybe dun have le.

Haha.
Really like it a lot.
After that got what "Trashy to Flashy" fashion show.
Cute. Lol.

BUt was kinda ear bleed when it comes to the band performance.
Erm. The person sang "The Reason" by Hoobastank.
It goes like this... "I'm sorry that I've hurt you. I never meant to do those things to you."
Me and Siang was like.. "Okay okay, if you're sorry then stop singing. It really hurt our ears."
Trust me, it really does. It was like out of tune, and everything.
But okay lah, clap clap for your courage, dude.

Last part, was the singing session. Woo-hoo.
I'm Loving It. =P
Really felt like home.
During the everyone stood up and sang session.
But was kinda surprise that Ying Ting [the 4e3 GIRL] was on stage singing.
She sang very softly lah.
Still, we entertained ourselves.
Haha.
Hands around the shoulders and waists, then sway left, sway right.
And sang "Home", "One People One Nation", "Stand Up For Singapore", ...
Really enjoyed myself. A Lot.
Hahaha.

Real, starting to fall deeply in love with this school.
=P

spot me?

My chinese teacher - Mr Ho, acting cute on SRJCIANS' DAY.
(The left hand side guy, not the right side.
The right side one is Fred's Biology teacher. Haha.)

It's my chinese teacher again. Haha.

Can you spot me? I am wearing pink.

Haha. Spot me again?

Guess this one's the most difficult to find.

srjcians' day

hahaha... I'm starting to fall in love with SR can.
Damn nice lah.
The SRJCIANS' DAY. Falls on the 20th of July.
Cool lol.
I like it.
Really enjoyed myself a lot.

Because the whole day was so slack, relax, fun.
No lesson except PE.
Haha.
But we only measure our height and weight during PE.
So, chicken feet, no sweat.
Smell good.
:P

Anyway, talked and listened to music for 1h 30min.
Haha. That's the way to spend your time.
In between, me and Siang went to find Mr Koh to assist us with our econs project.
He let Siang and the rest of the powerpoint people to use his computer.

After that was mini concert for the SRJCIANS to sit back relax and enjoy.
Sit anywhere we like in the hall, disorganise also don't care.
Oh my.
:)

We sat down near the stage.
Really enjoyed the videos made by teachers, the lame jokes made by Mdm Robyn Wong, my chinese teacher's act cute performance.
Haha.
[Ni Pa "A" Ma? "A" You Shen Me Hao Pa?] - stupidity takes place here. My chinese teacher say one.
(Direct translation from Chinese to English = You scared of "A"? "A" got what to be scared of?)
Lol.

After the concert, we walked to LT5 and get prepared for the Amazing Race.
Each class got this little box which contains all the stuffs that your subject teachers give to your class.
The school gave every student this little lady bug peg, SRJCIANS' DAY band, t-shirt and pen.
Mr Koh gave us M&M's, my econs teacher gave us Kit Kat.
So sweet.

Then, me and Siang told Mr Koh that that day was Lydia and Lysias' birthday. [Yes, they are twins and both of them are in my class]
Then Mr Koh was like, "Okay, I'll pay for the cake."
So nice lol. So rich lah.

Then he very funny lah, say what,"Class, I need to go out for awhile. There's something urgent I need to do."
When it is actually just to surprise the Twins with birthday cake.
Haha.
^_^

"I need someone to come with me."
Me and Siang went with him, he was like treating as if it's a"Secret Mission".
We ran for his car, then sat behind.
It's our secret. Shh!
Haha.

After dropping us at Kovan, I get the cake, while Siang get the tissue papers and lighter.
Then we paced back to the car.
I say, "Cher, you are being so nice to us lah. Thank you. We'll return you the money de. Say okay arh."
Haha. He got nothing to say.
I was like telling Siang. Because like that then maybe can get high marks for GP.
Then Mr Koh heard it, and he was like laughing at my statement.
Haha.
*_*

After reached school, me and Siang go in through the back door of LT5 in order to make sure that Lydia and Lysias won't get to see the cake.
.
.
.
.
.
Blah Blah Blah.

And we joined in the Amazing Race.
My class the guys all ran until their whole t-shirt is like so watery. Tap water. Non-stop.
Sad thing is that we didn't win.
Haiz.
But really nice though.

After that we went back LT5, and celebrated the Twins birthday.
Ate the cake.
Take pictures.
Now, that's the fun time.
So many act cute not cute photos of the class.
Show Eugene boxers', point at his ass.
Haha.
Me and Siang act Lesbian.
Haha.
Mr Koh was laughing like what lah.

Somehow I got this feeling that he think that me and Shaun are together lah.
Nope, sister-sister love.
Haha.
Because our class only got the three of us who gotten pink t-shirt.
Me, Siang and Shaun.
Haha.
But Siang and Shaun kept bickering over me lah.
@_@ (haha... erm hmm.)

But overall, I really enjoyed myself a lot.
Love it.
>_<

oral

Ha. Today had my chinese oral.
I was like so damm scared.
Haha.
Felt like shitting.
Yucks.
Got many many butterflies in my stomach.
And I'm the first person.
It turned out quite sucky lah.
But I can take it.
I don't know how to read four words from the passage.
Shit.
Agrh.
Die.
Lol.

They asked about reservoir, do you agree with the government to open up the reservoir.
Why the government want to emphasize on the health of the people?

Only two questions?
After I said finished, then the friendly female teacher was like okay.
Then, I asked her,"Teacher, no more questions arh?"
"Yah"
Opps, I'm so stupid go and ask her that.

Two extreme possibilities.
I'M TOO GOOD. or I'm too lousy.
Well, I'll take the former.
Hahaha.

I was the first to sit down at the waiting area.
Felt so weird.
I guess I spoke to fast.
Haha.
Then slowly, more people sat down there.
We were like kept on chatting non-stop.
There's this girl who's not from my class.
She was like saying her experience so loud lah.
Not that I want to kpo.
She said that she asked the teacher what is reservoir.
And she mentioned that reservoir is big.
Or something like that lah.
Damn funny.
Haha.

We were released at 3p.m.
Haha.
Because my class only me, sean, wan qian and isabella.
So we decided to skip our last lesson - chemistry tuitorial.
Anyway, they are giving back papers.
So I asked Hwee Siang help me check.

Well, it feels good skipping class.
Hahaha.
For the first time.

:P

burning hot

It's as if I'm not unhappy enough for the day.
I checked my mail, and guess what the Pet Hotel don't want to have an interview with us.
Shit them.
Shit the Mr K.C.Tan.
Agrh.
I'm gonna burn down his house.

I might feel better if he had replied in a nicer way.
He replied: "NO, THANK"
No thank?
Not even a s behind the thank lol.
Please lah.
"No Thanks" sounds much more polite.
Or even better, "Sorry, no, thank you. BLAH BLAH BLAH"
But he wrote them in CAPTIALS.
Damn.
Shit him lah.
So rude.
[Cursing and Cursing and Cursing.... continues]

To make things worse.
I messaged my PW teacher for help.
Guess what I received.
"Why. U have to think of ways to deal with this."
Thanks arh, for being so helpful.
Agrh.
Fine.


Haiz.
I go and prepare KEROSINE liao.
Ciaoz people.













NEWS HEADLINE:
SRJC Student Burnt Down Pet Hotel Due To The Refusal Of The Latter To Conduct An Interview.

test 2

Agrh.
Sian lah.
Today had SPA test.
And I didn't finish it.
Shit.
Agrh.

Can anyone tell me what is the percentage for AO Level pass?
My Maths got like 31/75.
And its 41.33333333 %
Agrh.

Sian.


Gonna end my life soon.
Bye people. Don't miss me k.













Just kidding lah.













At least not now.
Maybe after Promos.
Wink.
Bye.

test

Damn.
My chinese only got 65/100.
So disappointing lah.
Only obtained an A2.
Could have gotten at least an A1.
If I did memorise the answers for the 30 marks section.
Agrh.
My teacher say won't come out one.
Haiz.
If not can get 74/100.

Not very happy with my Economics MCQ results 15/20, A.
But okay lah.
Because its last minute one.
Didn't even finish studying the book, only selectively read.
Haha. [Still dare to say]
Okay lah.
Kinda happy at the same time.
Proud of my class.
We obtained the top three position again for the average score among [I think is 22 classes].
Muahaha.
It's a must to get anyway.
If not arh, we won't be able to see the daylight tomorrow. [Puty knows why]
Haha.
Our teacher is demanding, but good lah.
Scary at the same time, actually.

Well, I'm looking forward to the cultural week.
Hehe.
Zuohan, you better don't be sick arh.
I'll make sure you drink lots of water, and eat super healthy food.
Because we gonna be the emcees for the cultural week on Wed and Fri. [I think]
Puty, Fred must support us.
Haha.
:P

friends forever?

"Graduation (Friends Forever)"

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[Repeat 1 (3x)]

Have tears in my eyes when reading this.
I hope that after you read this, you might change your mind.
Or at least feel something is missing in your heart.

friends?

Friends no longer Friends?
Gang no longer Gang?
All these while, we've been trying stick together despite the odds.
This is no supposed to be the way that it should be?
What happened?
Why?
How can it be?

death

Recently the news reported about this NS guy who collapsed after jogging at Tekong, and was announced dead. This is the third NS guy in the month. It seems like every Wednesday there is someone from the army who will die. Sounds scary.

Whats worse, the third NS guy is one of my second brother's army friend. They came from the same batch. From what my brother told me, they went through much tougher times together, and yet he dead during his jog. He still hasn't gone to the university. He is only 19 years-old. My brother seem devastated. But he didn't cry, on the very day that when the news reported about it.

Yesterday, was the third day of his funeral. My brother went there to sent him through his last journey of life. The army covered Singapore flag over his coffin. Those people who carry his coffin are his FRIENDS. I can't imagine how does it feel like to carry my friend's coffin, it's definitely not a good thing. All the soldiers wore those pure white uniform, which you can see during National Day Parade. It shouldn't be at a funeral. No.

My brother mentioned about the NS guy's younger brother who is 17 years-old. He went up to make a speech. He said something like that, "... me and my brother always fight with each other. Since my brother is a Wu Shu champion, I'm always the one who loses the fight and gets all the injuries. How I wish I could get all those injuries again. ... to dad and mum, I know that brother has been a person that you are proud of..."

My brother also mentioned about meeting his army friends at the funeral. That shouldn't be the way. Definitely not at a funeral of one of the friends. When he saw his friends, he didn't know what to say. Should he say about those old times or what... and cry because those old times will remind them of their friend.

From what I know, that NS guy didn't want to join the army. He is a malaysian actually. But in order for the second generation to get a PR, he has to join the army. My brother was like, "...that is not the way to die... it's so wasted.. he shoudn't have joined the army..."

Till now, they still could not find the reason for his death.

the classic

Just watched finished a korean movie that I bought yesterday - the classic.
It's really very very very [to the power of hundred] nice, funny and touching love story.
I recommend people to go and watch.
Next time, then I continue on the story... haha

shity luck

What a shitty day today!
Haiz.. I have chinese and economics paper today... and guess what
I 'm all shitty... eee...
I stepped on shit today... I don't even know who's is it... cat, dog...??
arh... smelly lol...
went to school canteen then after I sat down on the bench... me and puty smell something bad...
then we look at our shoes... don't have arh... only MUD...
and I didn't even thought that was eee....
then quickly go to the toilet.... and clean my shoe inside the cubicle... I think people should be thinking why this person de shit so smelly one... really lol... its super smelly...
haha... all thanks to puty... she say use the organic shampoo in the toilet to cover the smell..
it did worked lah... for awhile...
the worst part came...
I'm taking my exam in a container classroom with around 90 people there...
~~ [vomiting in the background] ~~
really lol.. when I was taking chinese exam, then smell was like...
come awhile.. stop.. come awhile.. stop.. and this continued until 1 hour 30 min later...
I asked my friend, did you smell anything bad?
she said yeah...
then I told her, its me lah... I stepped on shit... and blah blah blah....
and then I laughed and laughed and laughed....
well...
the moral of the story is... never step on the grass patch or MUD....

peeps

looking at the blogs... whahaha... i'm that important arh?
haha.. i didn't know that... :P ohhh... [blushing]

thankz arh jo...
"I may not be as gentleman as fred, but i will try to call fred to save u when you fall into the waters one day!!!"

thankz arh han...
Chunyan (Acting bitchy?) [erm... sorry lol... i don't need to act one... it's in the genes]

guys.. we gotta go out soon k... :)

Give My Love

Give My Love (English Version) - Edward Chun
[Save Your Last Dance For Me OST]

When I look in your eyes
I can see that you
Want to be with me but you’re so scared
And I don’t know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that
Times won’t change my love
And I can’t do nothing to keep you

Oh, I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain’t here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don’t give doubt a moment’s rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks

Now I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…

Oh, I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…

I’ll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love, through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can’t change my love
Take my love all through the night…


oh my gosh.. i fell in love with this song when i first heard it. I'm considering whether to purchase the tv series. hahaha...

一比一

La~ 两颗心同步爱 La~ 你和我分不开
什么都还没说 但我想的你都说中了
当你感到寂寞 你第一个想到我
有太多 快乐慢动作重播 每天默契更多
我爱你 难得你也选择我 同样爱那么多

我爱你 一天一天 更确定
一步一步 靠近
一点一滴 一比一 爱
像罗马 一天一天 建立
一点一滴 一比一 爱
不经意就像呼吸
想你就是必需
你的明天我不缺席 Yeah
爱是一步一步在累积
同步爱

La~ 两颗心同步爱 La~ 你和我分不开
谢谢你懂得我 可能比我了解的更多
若亲爱的你感到难过 答应陪你到最后
有太多 快乐慢动作重播 每天默契更多
我爱你 难得你也选择我 同样爱那么多

我爱你 一天一天 更确定
一步一步 靠近
一点一滴 一比一 爱
像罗马 一天一天 建立
一点一滴 一比一 爱
不经意就像呼吸
想你就是必需
你的明天我不缺席! Yeah
爱是一步一步在累积

我爱你 一天一天 更确定
一步一步 靠近
一点一滴 一比一 爱
像罗马 一天一天 建立
一点一滴 一比一 爱
不经意就像呼吸
爱你就是必需
你的明天我不缺席! Yeah
爱是一点一滴 溥晰
甜蜜 一点一滴 慢慢 满溢
爱是一步一步累积
同步爱

jc or poly? / uni or poly?

Am I doing what I want to do?
Will I regret when I grow old, when I look back?
Sometimes I really envy some people. People who actually live up to the fullest of their lives.
Am I doing it?
Somehow I doubt so.
Or is it just me, alone in this world feeling this way?
Everyone seem to know what they want.
I know what I want.
But sometimes I just think that I'm heading the wrong path. Or maybe I could have moved on to a better one.
Do I have a choice, but to continue and move on?
Perhaps I had.
But now, all I can do is to do what I have to.
Is it just me, or this whole education system?
Everything just don't seem to go my way.
Will I be able to survive through it?
What would have happened if I could turn back the time?
[I know I can't]
But if I can go through all these, and still have the chance, or perhaps a magic wand. I will definitely turn back the time and worked hard.
And then, I wouldn't be here.
I wouldn't be in a junior college.
I would be in a poly. Ngee Ann Polytechnic - Mass Communication.
That was where I wanted to be. Yes, that Was.
But now, no longer.
I have to. Have to get through my 'A' Level.
After that?
University?
Perhaps.
Maybe, Nanyang Technology University.
But my brother actually told me that some of his friends had their 'A' Levels but still went on to study filming in a polytechnic.
I read through the websites a few months ago when I was preparing for the interview to get into Mass Communication.
I thought that NP would be a very suitable environment for me. They have this radio heatwave station, and chinese language practitioner as a third year module.
Anyway, Jamie Yeo, Cheryl Fox and Jean Danker were also from NP.
Whereas, NTU?
Kinda boring to me.
Maybe, now I think this way, and then, 2 years later, I might think otherwise. Who knows?
I remembered that when I first came to SRJC, I didn't bother to absorb anything into my mind. I was like, "I'm not going to stay in this school. Why should I be listening to all these?".
Because I thought that I could get through the interview.
It was the way the interviewers phrase it, they were like saying that it was up to me whether I want to study in poly or jc.
Turned out, they didn't accept me.
I was devastated when I heard the statement from the answering machine, "Your appeal is not successful."
Feasibly, I can drop out of school next year if my appeal to NP is successful. Provided I give it a try.
Should I?